apparently i kinda poked my gum.
resulting in a gum ache.
which led to a ear ache.
and later a headache.

a massive headache.

FML.


and my painkiller's effect wont set in until 3 hrs from now.
FML.

life isnt so sweet afterall. fck.





AND
i sorta found out that if my plans worked out, it WILL be a white xmas afterall.
but fuck! the prices went up ! 2.5k now. sweet. thats like $100 away from a 100% increase.

when its wrong, it ALL goes wrong. great!

F.M.L.

Labels: body matters

~ 9:36 PM ~


stayed home the entire sunday.
just surfing the web and not talking - something i hadnt been able to do for a long time.
and listening to the newly acquired songs.
having some quality "me" time.

thought about things i've done the last few weeks,
thought about how i've been spending more time under dim lights with a drink in my hand.
thought about the amt of time i dedicate myself to the office.

i dont like the image i have in mind.

attempted to think of solutions to this problem and started packing my room... and chance upon all the europe/usa travel brochures that i've collected over this year. i need to readjust my monthly budget. i've lost control over my expenses the last 2 months... time to cultivate some discipline!


so i've decided. If all the work takes me a step closer to my dream, i'll hang in there. if all the work gives me so much stress that that's the only way i destress, i'll just have to watch myself closely, or look for other (preferrably cheaper) avenues.


looks like i've learnt to accept things in life, and not to make a difference anymore.
one day, when i have the courage (and money), i'll live it the way i want. bill bryson is really my inspiration.



Death Row.
14k, that's my name - in hk accent.
hehe i love it when american movies try to imitate hk people speak engrish. damn cute.
i LURVE the movie. cars, speed, ammo, an ultimate schemeing bitch.. whats there not to love? you can make a girl more girly by dressing her up, but you cant stop her heart from racing together with the cars :p

Labels: movie, random, travel

~ 6:29 PM ~


Friday was a pretty long day.

Ran down to cecil for an event.
then pop by keypoint collect pics from wx.
ran back to the office just in time for their appreciation event.
and apparently i was pretty hardworking enough, i am appreciated.
uPampie is mine. heh heh.
gonna leave it in the office to let everyone use it tho. rofl.



Our whole dept stayed back in the office to do work.
and we all left tog at 8pm. lol first time we all stayed till so late.
i quote boss "omg it so sad! its friday night and we are all staying late!"
sorry boss, i aint the sad one. ima celebrating and partying tonight. rofl.


2nd time at butter factory. the music's pretty good. but the booze, fcking expensive.
fy jioed to go. so we went.
tio bangsey by someone.
so von jan and i were just happily dancing and singing along to songs, ok correction, i was singing to most of the songs. rofl.

fash and bump.
fash has occasionally nice music, but generally not most of the time. but fantastic crowd.
bump has good music, a ktv place ot me, but average crowd.
bounded by the fact that friends and some familiar faces were around, i was a good girl :p

it was great fun. i wld love to go there again, but the booze is really too expensive. $48 for a jug?! FML.



sat.
woke up by an alarm that came with an auto snooze feature, in 10 min intervals - miss goh. rofl.
woke up - wash up - ran down to ps to watch Love Happens.
like the movie, but nothing can win The Rebound, still. rofl. dont think the title and the story goes. but whatever goes. rofl.
sentosa - bloody guys wldnt let me just take a picture of my grad location. knn. gotta go down on monday again.
bikini bar-ed. wei wei recognises us, surprisingly and not-so-surprisingly. hah.
pizza beer wedges salad wings. perfect night.


i love the music on my playlist. makes me want to club everyday.
I finally got the song title of the song i heard in Powerhouse, and subsequently Butt Fact last night. Love the lyrics, totally.

Love is Gone - David Guetta
What are we suppose to do
After all that we've been through
When everything that felt so right is wrong
Now that the love is gone
There is nothing left to prove
Now you still deny this simple truth
Can't find the reason to keep holding on
Now that the love is gone
There is nothing left to prove
Now you still deny this simple truth
Can't find the reason to keep holding on
Now that the love is gone

Seriously. i love the lyrics!


and
i am falling in love with david guetta! alot alot alot of club beats :p very very fash kinda songs. heh heh.

Labels: club, drink, pics, random, songs

~ 12:10 AM ~


heh heh heh. i am so amazed with people sometimes.
but then right, its none of my business. so i really shant waste time on it.
she just wont stop peeing around.
rofl.


leung came down to have lunch with me today.
so sweet (: lovelove!
tcc, her treat. muahaha. had some curry spag, and it was surprisingly pretty good.
or maybe we were just hungry. haha!
man i miss those hangout days. i cldnt stop talking about work, or let the topic linger around work. i need to stop this terrible habit.
i wanna see you again soon babe. one meet up every 2 mths, thats not a strong dosage enough. and you know it!


today's mandy's birthday. again another one that i havent met for like a looonng while.
shall see her tomorrow ! :D
happy birthday girl! 10 years and running, we'll keep it going yes? hugs.


work's slackingly crap today. not that it was slack. it just crap on a smaller magnitute as compared to yest. but still, shitty. i need to clear the shitload of backlogs.
shall get somethings done later.


aigght thats all for today's share of daily report.
i just need to vent everyday.
i am beginning to like life the way it is now. stagnant in everything (:

Labels: haha, work

~ 10:43 PM ~


so i've got interesting friends.
so i've heard.

oh well. thats good to know (:
miss all my friends, much much!


work is work.
shitty and fml.
some bitch is hounding me. i used to have a pokey basterd doign that. now i've got a bitch!
man, i feel so famous, ya know? fml.
not that i am procrastinating, i am just not efficient enough.

well maybe this is it, time to leave.



i smiled!!! and i got a smile in return!!! SCORE.
it obviously is not the right thing to do, but hell. who cares.

Labels: random, work

~ 11:27 PM ~


so i heard.
sunshine got a job! congratulationsss!!
heh heh heh. ima getting a treat! hahaah like thats all im looking for or something. rofl.
i am crossing my fingers for you that the scope isnt gonna be shitty (:
and, uh, good luck managing your work schedule and your gf, its gonna take some time adapting to it.



and so much of a pretty smooth day.
after one meeting, i felt the stress breathing down my neck for things to be completed. FML.

but nevermind that, i am still able to smile and give them reassurance that things will be in time.
SCORE.

and nevermind that, i think i am pretty good at putting up a fake front.

and nevermind that, i am beginning to believe that my company may not be the best place to work afterall. the HR dept is gonna be totally revamped by end of this month. congrats.

the mkt dept was just revamped with mine and emily's acceptance to their offer.
i wonder which dept will be nxt.

so much of a company that can consider staying in. fml.

i am beginning to wonder if my pay justifies all the work i am doing.
or am i really that inefficient.


and on top of it all, i havent seen happy pill for like, so long. the feeling kinda sucks. the last we met, was in may, or june. fml. gotta start making time for my life outside work, sooN!


what a random posts.

Labels: happy pill, pinky, random, sunshine, work

~ 11:25 PM ~


i am totally and absolutely amazed at how foreigners work.
they are so kind and trusting.
so kind that i am lost for words.
so trusting that i find asians too doubtful and skeptical.

fancying giving someone your keys to live in your apartment when you're not around?
and that involves passing the key to you via some methods because you wont be meeting the person.
like, seriously. this will never ever happen to asians.


i am feeling so blessed from that job.





first day back at work wasnt half as bad as i imagined it to be. looks like someone settled my shit for me :D time to take more leave isnt it! heh heh.
i wanna go on that plane again, wherever it takes me, i'll land.
wish im that couragous enough. oh well.


fml entertains me :D
im a loser, i do nothing but surf fml. FML.
heh heh!
~ 10:38 PM ~


oh man. i've got the sweetest Swedish friends ever (:

i've had plans to travel to sweden like since its-so-long-ago-that-i-forgot-when, and my excolleagues were, unfortunately, disturbed by me for some information. like weather, places to go etc.

And guess what? i've had offers to stay at their places if i want to cut down on my accomodation expenses. now, i'm spolit for choices. i can even couch surf in the same city, not just in diff cities. i swear i didnt drop blatant hints about budget constrains... i merely asked about information thats all!

christina, katrin and niklas gitye.
really really nice people. considering the fact that we've only worked together for a month.
considering the fact that oh nevermind.

i'm just extremely touched that they actually offered this to me!
like, how often do you come across such nice people from across the ocean right ?

ultimate sweetness (: *melt.
and coincidentally, i was just looking at vor pics this afternoon when i got my latest accomodation offer. telepathy? lol. i am missing the whole lot of them all over again. sigh!

Labels: travel, vor 09

~ 9:15 PM ~


the last 3 days had been a blast :D let me attempt to put them into point forms before my memory fails me.

Day 1
airport macs breakfast - uob - shopping in t2 & t1. jetstar-ed to BKK.
cabbed to hotel. off we go to siam everything. central, paragon, square what have you.
coca-ed at siam square. shopping. bluespa (damn ex). bloomingspa & long winding road. travel agency. hotel - knocked out.


Day 2
hotel breakfast. movie. wash hair. pizza company. suan lum - massaged and shopped. dinnered. cabaret @ asia hotel (fantastic btw). some place i forgot whr - braided my hair. back to hotel and again, knocked out.

Day 3.
hotel breakfast. wash hair. massage. a&w. mbk/manipedi. chinatowned for sharks fin and birdnest. hotel. airport.


a short trip.
but i wanna do it again! another hotel probably.. hahaha.
its a great trip nonetheless, loved it!

Labels: holiday, sim 35th, thailand, travel

~ 3:29 PM ~


never a good time to be on leave i suppose?
fml.


so much more to do.
i am beginning to wonder, if i am really inefficient, or that i really have too much on my plate?


this ought to be the perfect fml moment. period.




sigh white xmas is so pretty!
stole this pic off hendrik's friend's fb photoalbum.

so dreamy. i really wish to have a white xmas this year :(
~ 1:49 AM ~


never the best time to take leave.
fml.

i am addicted to fml now.
its not like funny funny. but i like how sad each fml is.

like eg, as stolen from their webby.
Today, my best friend and I both applied for the same job. I was applying because my family is REALLY tight on cash, and I need the money, He applied because I told him about the job and we thought it would be fun working together. He was hired on the spot. I was denied the job.FML

like ya you know
not funny funny. but sad funny.
like fml.


like
i was asked to handover a project to someoneelse when i've completed 70% of it. fml.
like
i've got shitload of work to do tomorrow, and im leaving on thurs. with no internet till sat. fml.
like
i really really want to screw UOB up (coz of their faulty device), but when im finally free, they are off their clock already. fml
like
345 said i was gorgeous on halloween, but never in normal days. fml.
like
i think someone's paid 200more than me still, despite all that we've talked about. FML.


you get the drift.
its gonna be fml from now on.

Labels: haha, random, work

~ 10:27 PM ~


a poisonous lie.


the effects are spreading.
the doubts are forming, the hopes are dissolving.
the sweetness oozing like blood out of a fresh wound.
the last drop of sweetness will dry out one day.


and that's how my part of you will die.
~ 9:52 PM ~


my first halloween - FUN!
hehe.

we had a deadly looking gothic girl, and we have a cute kitten.
and then you have a dead woman in cheongsam.



then you see some funny characters and you decide to either take with them, or of them.




then you feel that standing on heels for 6 hrs acting scary, dancing, bouncing and all gives the ball of your foot a fire burning sensation, double that up with crap music towards the later end of the night - you decide to venture other rooms.
dragonfly, movida, the boiler room. its all just the same.

it was time to go home.


and every morning after, the same history repeats.
what's left of a happy party is the annoying high pitched sound running from your left ear to your right- on loop.
some bits of makeup not properly removed before you sleep.
a dry throat.




for every moment you enjoy, comes a reality check point that nothing lasts forever.
enjoy while it last, reminisce by replaying history to relive those moments for the brief moment.
because thats all we're left with when everything's over.

Labels: club, drink, holiday, pics

~ 11:36 AM ~


if you hadnt asked if there is another computer station that you can work on, and stuff, i MIGHT have just let you logged into my com today. but no, because you've been trying to get access to our drive, that i decided that enough is enough.

you said it wasnt priority. so why rush me for it now, today, on a saturday? you could have asked me yesterday, i cld have given you the file for you to work on. "i fell ill" wow. amazing stuff. so i'll be kind, and offer to head down to the office to work on it if you really needed it today. despite the diarrhea.

i am now getting more and more wary of you bitch, not a good sign.




The tickets went back to its original price of 1.3k yesterday. omgomgomg!
i know i ought to make the bookings, like now now, before it goes up again. but too much logistic to iron out still.
things are pretty much fixed and confirmed, no couchsurfing but hotel and hostel. it should sum up to 3k inclusive of shopping and traveling. bloody tempting.
let me go settle my clothes, and i'll make my final call (:

oh Fck. i just checked again, and guess what- its $1.8k now! wtf.
~!@#$%^&*() bloody upsetting!



懷疑的成分太高, 影響了自己對事情的心情.
該不該相信呢？


Halloween is here! cant wait!

Labels: kram, random, travel, work

~ 12:14 PM ~


medical check up - 2hrs.
macs breakfast - 30mins.
shopping - 4 hours.
total damage: approx $56



Includes.
g2000 skirt - original $59.00, now$29 ($20 paid by voucher)
wedge -original $45.90, now $25.90 ($20 paid by voucher)
macs breakfast - $4.80
watsons - original $34.05 , now $28.05 ($5 voucher + $1 off pantene product + free umbrella)
donut - $1.30
hair accessories - $ 6.90


painful, but worth it isnt it?





i left my forms for check up at work, so i cabbed down, hoping to avoid the usual morning crowd. but still, i cldnt avoid md. lol. caught me in my short attire. ROFL. oh well. who cares.

then cabbed down to tamp.
then from tamp cabbed home.

coming into the condo in a cab during midday, in casual attire... walking into a lift with a mirror and nicely polished walls and tiles... totally just sets me in a holiday mood. i wanted to go for a tan, but the sun's not cooperating.

oh well, theres always another weekend! (:

Labels: ishop, random

~ 4:32 PM ~